{"id":601,"date":"2008-12-07T14:12:44","date_gmt":"2008-12-07T19:12:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/?p=601"},"modified":"2008-12-07T14:14:09","modified_gmt":"2008-12-07T19:14:09","slug":"rest-in-peace-erica","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/rest-in-peace-erica\/","title":{"rendered":"Rest in Peace, Erica"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Well, I knew that it was coming, but I can hardly believe that it&#8217;s real. <a href=\"http:\/\/ericamurray.blogspot.com\/2008\/12\/i-will-miss-you-beek.html\">Erica died on Thursday<\/a>. I never met her in person, but I feel like she had a profound effect on me. Judging by the comments on her blog, I was not the only person who felt this way.<\/p>\n<p>In her short time on this earth, Erica clearly had a profound impact on countless people, far and wide. Her warmth and caring came through in spades during all of our interactions on the phone and online. I will never forget when I set up a video chat so that she could participate in an event at school. Halfway through the evening, I hooked my laptop into the A\/V system so that she was projected onto the front of the room. The spontaneous standing ovation that\u00a0erupted\u00a0is something that I will never forget. Here were hundreds of people who were moved to stand and cheer at the mere sight of her.<\/p>\n<p>I realized, at that moment, that Erica was really and truly someone special.<\/p>\n<p>Although I think I knew all along just how amazing she really was.<\/p>\n<p>When Erica thought that she had her cancer beat, I sent her celebratory cookies. I wanted to send her cupcakes, but I didn&#8217;t think that they would travel well to California. I had always planned to bake a batch for her when she made it back to Boston. I think that, at some point during this hectic season, I will make some special cupcakes in her honor. It&#8217;s not much, in fact it&#8217;s not really anything, but I feel like it&#8217;s something. And, at times like this, it&#8217;s important to be able to do <em>something<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Erica had many friends and loved ones, hundreds of people who loved her\u00a0fiercely\u00a0and who worked tirelessly to try and make her well and to keep her comfortable. I was just a random girl who she talked to a few times on the internet and who sent her some baked goods. And yet, I find myself feeling profoundly sad and let down about all of this. I thought that Erica could beat leukemia, I really did. And I know in my heart, as surely as I know anything else, that the world is a colder, sadder place without Erica&#8217;s presence.<\/p>\n<p>Rest in peace, Erica. May your memory live on in the hearts of those who knew and loved you and in the hearts of those of us who didn&#8217;t know you, but loved you just the same.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well, I knew that it was coming, but I can hardly believe that it&#8217;s real. Erica died on Thursday. I never met her in person, but I feel like she&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-601","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random"],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5yggS-9H","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/601","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=601"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/601\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":604,"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/601\/revisions\/604"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=601"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=601"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hoperoth.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=601"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}